| School tomorrow...i'm not tired either...wow |
[Jan. 19th, 2004|10:48 pm] |
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Well...Today is Monday...Martin Luther Kind Day...Thank you Martin Luther.
I sat around and watched movies all day with Nikia...nothing else to do in this place.Left her house at about 5...went and ran some errands...went back to her place...after picking up some Wendys...Go baked potatoes!
Got a letter in the mail from Barry...I think I need to have some words with him...It was a rather nice letter...much like the other one...Ok so I still love him...how could I not?I tried to call him today...but he wasn't home...Maybe he'll call back later...hopefully i'll be up to answer the phone.
Sunday- Rather boring day...Woke up...Chanelle was gone...Sat around for a bit...got dressed...Nikia came and got me...we drove around...realized there was absolutely nothing to do...went to her house...watched movies.
Saturday-Went to Toughman for the second night...Good job Dawn Pennington!Nikia got in a fight with this stupid cunt...she was like 4 times our age...and was throwing shit at us...so Nikia decided to knock the fuck out of her...up steps...in a short ass skirt...props to Nikia...Needless to say...we got kicked out...Nikia almost got an underage consumption ticket for the bottle of Vodka in her coat...Couldn't press charges...Cops are bastards...
Chanelle stayed the night...I fell asleep...Sorry.
Friday- Went to Toughman...Was rather boring...After that Nikia,Ashley,and I presumed to go out...New favorite drink...Amaretto Sour...Yum Yum...Sour stuff is great...
Tomorrow-School...Hope to talk to Barry about shat.
****Notice to everyone****
!!!!!!!I shaved my legs!!!!!!! =C)
Well get a hold of me people...that was a rather long entry. |
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[Jan. 13th, 2004|08:30 pm] |
Went to walmart...
then to Golden Carrol lol
I got whacked with car mats...
an poked with something...dunno what...
I also found Nikias secret stash of lube in the car...eww lol |
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[Jan. 13th, 2004|04:03 pm] |
School sucks...
Woke up...puked 2 times...
went to school...
puked 4 times...
havent puked anymore. |
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| Always end up hurt... |
[Jan. 12th, 2004|08:38 pm] |
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So it seems that you can't even trust your best friends.
Thanks... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 11th, 2004|08:18 pm] |
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See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Ya questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, i even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but i truly mean im sad
It hurt real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah |
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| afi |
[Jan. 11th, 2004|12:38 pm] |
"Once there was a boy who had a vibrant glow,
but as it goes, someone took it from him, one
day through the rain I heard him moan, he said
'will you wrap your arms around me as I'm
falling?'" your from The Boy Who Destroyed
the World. You stand for gothic Davey! You
sometimes don't make sense to other people, but
you must have some deep meaning.
What AFI lyric are you?
brought to you by Quizilla |
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[Jan. 11th, 2004|12:32 pm] |
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Here ye here ye...
Mary Beth has food poisoning.
So does Nikia...
Its bad...I puke from ummmm...4 yesterday till 5 this morning **knock on wood**
I hope I dont puke anymore...
I HATE PIZZA HUT! |
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[Jan. 9th, 2004|12:59 am] |
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oh so sleepy...2 hour delay so far! |
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[Jan. 8th, 2004|12:01 am] |
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Just got to thinking....and i'd like to say this very big.
R.I.P. David Scott Lowe
R.I.P. Eric Canaan Petry
I still blame myself for Dave, and I'm thankful that I wasn't with him like I was supposed to be...But I can honestly say...that I wish it was me instead of him. |
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| Dumb survey thing... |
[Jan. 6th, 2004|08:16 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | My breathing... | ] |
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::: Mary B
Birthplace ::: Huntington, Wv
Age ::: 16
Age you act ::: 12
Current location ::: Ceredo
Eye color ::: Blue
Hair color ::: Blonde
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: right
Zodiac sign? ::: pisces
Height? ::: 5'6
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::: French...German...
Your hair ::: Fried.
Your fears ::: All kinds of scary stuff...
Your perfect room ::: My bedroom
What you practically do in a day ::: 800 hours of school
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: rawr
Phrases you overuse ::: shut the fauck up
Your first thought when you wake up ::: im still tired
Your greatest accomplishment ::: getting to 11th grade
Something you want to do ::: live in another land
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::: coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: bk...neither wendys
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: hoes
Chocolate or vanilla ::: vanilla
Adidas or Nike ::: adidas
Black or white ::: black...or both
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: bills
Burgers or hot dogs ::: burgers
Egypt or France ::: France
Rock or rap ::: rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: yes
Cuss ::: yes
Sing well ::: no
Sing in the shower ::: no tlk to myself
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: yes
Believe in yourself ::: no
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: sure?
Play an instrument ::: flute
Want to go to college? ::: oh yes
Want to get married? ::: one day
Want to have children? ::: adoption...
Think you're a health freak? ::: no,...bulimia 2 years
Get along with your parents ::: yes,i think
Get along with your siblings? ::: now i do
Think you're popular ::: no
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::: yes
Drank alchohol ::: yes
Smoke ::: you already asked
Get high ::: have,,,
Done any drugs ::: have.,..
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: ewww
Been on stage ::: yes
Gone skinny dipping :::yesh
Been dumped ::: of course
Dyed your hair ::: one answer....fried...
stolen anything:: a necklace
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::: nikia
Loudest ::: ashley
Most shy ::: brooke
Blondest ::: chanelle
Smartest ::: all of us
Kindest ::: all of em
Best personality ::: oh yes...all?
Most talented ::: chanelle
Best singer ::: cha
Most ghetto ::: me
Drama Queen ::: ashley
Pain in the ass ::: ashley
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: ashley
Funniest ::: All of em
Best person for advice ::: Brooke
Dependable ::: all...except maybe Nikia
Trustworthy ::: Hmm...a few
Druggie ::: Ashley and Chanelle haha
Most likely to end up in jail ::: Me
Person you've known the longest ::: Ashley
rt 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream :::I killed myself
Last nightmare ::: dunno
r ride ::: coming home from teresas
Last time you cried ::: last night
seen ::: ?
Last movie rented ::: pirates of the carribean
Last book read ::: hunger point
Last word said ::: point
Last curse word said ::: fuck
Last time you laugh ::: earlier
Last phone call ::: right now
Last CD played ::: none
Last song you listened to ::: ummmmmmm.....................radio?
Last annoyance ::: stupid damn ppl
Last IM ::: aliy
Last weird encounter ::: scary ppl at school
Last person you hugged ::: teresa
Last person you yelled at ::: meself
Last time you wore a skirt ::: argh
Last time you've been evil ::: everyday
c? ::: eh?
Last time you fought with your parents ::: dunno?
Last time you wished upon a star ::: long ago...it doesnt work
Played Truth or Dare ::: a long time ago
Spent quality time alone ::: yesterday
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: no i got annoyed
Do you feel lonely ::: everyday
Ever TP'd someone's house ::: oh oh yes...
How about egging someone's house ::: oh yes
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: huh
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: ick...
Yo Momma ::: My momma pretty/
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: Oh god ytes
think of George Bush? ::: ARGH
Any secret fetishes? ::: No way
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: No
How many languages do you speak? ::: 2 english and german
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: my tummy hurts
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you XP)) ::: Yes..I need a stalker. |
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| Yuck |
[Jan. 5th, 2004|09:42 pm] |
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So today I was sick and unfortunately did not have to go to school...
But tomorrow I do...
I slept almost until 3 oclock...
My cat tried to eat my tank top...
it was hillarious...
As for everything else...
WHOEVER THE FUCK WROTE THAT ON THE COMMENTS PART...TELL ME WHO YOU ARE...UNLESS YOU'RE SCARED. |
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| Yak |
[Jan. 4th, 2004|07:19 pm] |
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School starts up again tomorrow...definitely not looking forward to it...but it happens.
Lots of stuff been happening lately...
Jan. 15...10 days...
Starting to wonder about my future...
getting emotional...
wish it would all end... |
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| another thingy from Brooke |
[Jan. 2nd, 2004|11:26 pm] |
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a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'6"
HAIR COLOR: Sandy blonde
SKIN COLOR: Very white sometimes purple..lol
EYE COLOR: blueish grey
PIERCINGS: Ears guaged
TATTOOS: One...7 stars on my back
r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Plaid Abercrombie and Fitch pjs
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?:Sick and Tired-Nappy Roots
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Diet coke...
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: freezing ass
HOW ARE YOU?I'm swell...
d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: hell naw
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: Yeah biting my fucking finger...lol
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: More so than some ppl
LIKE TO DRIVE?: nope hate it
f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: Degrassi...Nogin rules.
CONDITIONER: Physique
BOOK: Lots of em...
MAGAZINE:Dont read em
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Coke
ALCOHOLIC DRINK:Honey dew margaritas
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Sleep
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: AFI...Davey Havok...No rapper
h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: Yes
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Yes
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Yes
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: Yes
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Yes
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: Nope
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: Yes
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Yes
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Yes
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: When I was like 5...
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Yes
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: ?
SEXUALITY: Does being straight, bi, or gay really affect the way you think about someone?
CHILDREN: Hells no
CURRENT CRUSH: I hate people
BEEN IN LOVE?: Yes of course
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: All the time
BEEN HURT?: yes...everyday
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: Starts with the T
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: Nah
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Used to...
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Nothing
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?:Black
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: My bed...
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Nothing really makes me happy...
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET? I just burn my cd's
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: 3 people...
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: sleep
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: Today
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: The other day...
YOU GOT E-MAIL: today
THING YOU PURCHASED: Alcohol for Teresa
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED:Degrassi
VACATION: Falling Water in PA
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: LOTR The Return of the King
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
MOSHING:Much much fun...
TEENAGE SMOKING: It happens
SPICE GIRLS: Girl power!
DREAMS: Mine are usually bad. |
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| Stole it from Brooke in a fit of boredom. |
[Jan. 2nd, 2004|07:24 pm] |
[my name is]:
Mary Beth
[in the morning i am]:
not usually awake
[love is]:
a beautiful feeling
[i dream about]:
death
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]:
probably their eyes and their hair =C)
[last person u slow danced with]:
I dunno I didnt go to HC
-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]:
Fudge crushes
[easiest to talk to]:
my cat lol
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]:
yes
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]:
Ashley
[hugged]:
Teresa
[you instant messaged]:
Sean
[you laughed with]:
Prob Brooke...
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer?]:
No I use it more than I use ketchup.
[what's your favorite food?]:
Um.....pizza LoL
[whats ur favorite fruit?]:
Apples
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]:
emotional pain definitely
[trust others way too easily?]:
Yes I do and thats a big mistake...
-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]:
too many to count
[of hearts i have broken?] :
maybe 2
[of boys i have kissed?] :
Way too many lol
[of girls i have kissed?] :
3...2 of which are my best friends lol
[of drugs taken illegally?] :
too many...but not anymore.
[of tight friends?] :
3
[of cd's that i own?] :
a whole lot
[of scars on my body?] :
we'll just leave it as a lot
[of things in my past that i regret?] :
Spending all my time on one person fighting with them...and then losing them in a car wreck
-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]:
i sleep too much
[i want]:
to go far away and never return
[i have]:
a cat named Star
[i wish]:
i wasn't a moron
[i hate]:
FAKE PEOPLE...
[i miss]:
Dave
[i fear]:
death by unnatural occurences
[i hear]:
My parents tlking
[i search]:
for the Pizza Hut pizza man...
[i love]:
my friends and my family...
[i ache]:
my tummy
[i care]:
about stuff way too much
[i always]:
fuck up
[i dance]:
when i feel like it
[i cry]:
all the time
[i do not always]:
blow my nose?
[i write]:
a lot of letters for the time being...
[i confuse]:
everyone...
[i can usually be found]:
at my house,Ashley's house,driving
[i need]:
to sleep some more...
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]:
Yes yes...with Brooke and Andy...and then this summer I played strip twister with Dave... =)
[if so, when and with who]:
Brooke,Andy,Dave
[favorite place to be kissed?]:
I'll never tell...
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]:
nope i'm just that damn good...lol
[wuss]:
No i'm a buff cat
[druggie]:
not now
[gang member]:
Oh you know it G
[daydreamer]:
yes very much so
[alcoholic]:
no...but a lot of ppl are
[freak]:
maybe so
[brat]:
thats what my parents say
[sarcastic]:
a lot
[goody-goody]:
definitely not
[angel]:
nope
[devil]:
yes
[friend]:
Of course...but only to those who care equally back.
[shy]:
sometimes...
[talkative]:
I tlk a lot.
[adventurous]:
not really except when hiking in my woods.
[intelligent]:
I wouldnt think so
-Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)-
[impacted you the most spiritually]:
probably myself
[ wish you saw more often]
Brooke...she hides
[wish you could meet]:
Davey Havok!
[most sarcastic]:
Chanelle
[wish you knew better]:
Umm...i know all my friends very well so.
[knows you best]:
All of my friends...I dont hide my business...
[best outlook on life]:
Brooke
[most paranoid]:
Definitely me
[sweetest]:
Every last one of them.
-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]:
its probably the hopeless romantic shit at heart lol
[your biggest flaw (personality)]:
I can be a big bitch
[most annoying thing you do]:
act like i know everything
[biggest mistake you've made this far]:
trusting ppl that i know will hurt me
[describe your personality in one word]:
stupid
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]:
my blue eyes...and yes folks...MY ASS
[person you regret sleeping with]:
Starts with a T
[height]:
5'6
[a smell that makes you smile]:
my bed lol
[a city you'd like to visit]:
Orange County
[a drink you order most often]:
COKE
[a delicious dessert]:
apple pie
[a book you highly recommend]:
Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia
[the music you prefer while alone]:
Just about whatever i listen to normally.
[your favorite band]:
AFI
[a film you could watch over and over]:
LOTR all of them...and Pirates of the Carribean
[a TV show you watch regularly]:
Viva La Bam
[you live in a(n)]:
a house on a huge ass hill
[your transportation]:
Me driving or ashley driving
[your cologne or perfume]:
Cant wear it mom is allergic
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]:
i dunno whats under my bed I haven't looked.
[something important on your night table]:
Pictures of Dave... |
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| Achu! |
[Dec. 28th, 2003|04:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cold | ] |
La la la...It's 4:13...
Nothing to do...
like 12 ppl called me and woke me up.
I hate when people do that and act like they want to do something but really they're just being cool.
My eyeball hurts.
Man I wish I had people to hang out with.
my nose is runny...
I keep sneezing.
I think I'm coming down with something again...Argh
So I am fully dressed...but I just want to be naked...
Well not naked, but not dressed in a sweater...
Maybe a hoodie.
Rawr rawr...
So many people get on my nerves!
Well I guess i'll quit babbling now...Have fun
Tschus! |
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[Dec. 21st, 2003|11:59 pm] |
I want these shoes!!!
BCBG Max Azria Imola pump |
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| Ah ha |
[Dec. 21st, 2003|10:22 pm] |
I would write about my trip Friday but it makes me angry...so...
WATCH OUT FOR THE KILLER CLOWNS! |
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| LOTR day! |
[Dec. 17th, 2003|10:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cheerful | ] |
Today was eventful.
We'll leave the school part out.
After school I came home...sat here for like 10 minutes.
Picked CHanelle up.
Picked Brooke up.
Picked Bobby up.
Then we sped to downtown Huntington...
We made it on time for the movie...
We sat on the bottom floor...
then decided we wanted to sit on the balcony.
Movie starts...
It was spectacular.
During a quiet part...
I said UH OH really really loud...
Chanelle and I laughed...
I cried...
The movie rocked my ass!
I loved it.
the movies over.
We go to the car only to find out that my dumbass left the lights on.
Tried to start the car...Didn't work.
Had to call Chanelle's cousin and have him come and jump it.
Chanelle stood in one parking space.
I stood in one and moved a trashcan to the one I was standing in.
People had to be laughing their asses off at us.
Couldnt tell m0m...she'd get angered.
Got the car started...
went to Wendys...pee peed.
Took Bobby home.
We to BK then to Taco Hell.
Took Brooke home.
Took Chanelle home.
Came home...
Ate food...
Got online...
Oh what a night! Late December back in 2003.I remember what a night... |
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